Apr 26, 2009

Angels among us..

I always believe in Angels, but not that kind of Angels with wings and hearps flying around. I wonder if we are the Angels and have been all along unaware of our own powers, our potential to transform others as we hope for transformation ourselves. How many times havee I longed for it that gentle wings bringing rescue and confort to me when my life went wrong and wondered if I was forgatten.

But I discover that Angels exist in the goodness of human heart awaiting a moment of need an opportunity to intervene and bring light into the darkness. There is so many of us all struggling all serching all so alone waiting for Angels to come not realizing that the work of Angels is really our own.
Today... I meet an Angel with a huge beautiful..but sad blue eyes , and a pretty name.. a nurse name K.

Apr 21, 2009

Super doctor (x) to the rescue

Talking about complications with my chemotherapy treatment, the las one i have was when the doctors find an infection in my blod (already taking care of ) but now a 5ml blod cloaght was found in an artery near my heart. So a crew of 4 doctors rush in to my room after they studied the resoults of my last cascan and X ray radiography, telling me the inminent danger i was in. "If the blod cloaght travels to your lungs or your heart youl be toast" if you know what i mean.

So after that they call a scort to swich me to the (ymci) room' Intensive care room' to watch me closely. Than they all left the room with an exeption of this really young doctor he looks to me like 28 or early 30's .
And we wait for the scort to take me to te Intensive care room, and we wait..15,20,30 minutes and my doctor say " This is crazy, do this people undertand that this is an emergency?" So he just star umpluging all the instruments on me and paking my stuff to take me to such a room Hi'm self. And he did.. everybody along the way was telling hem " you are not suppose to to that, we have people to get pay to do this" and he just reply "So where are they when you need one? we being wainting for them for an hour"

So stumbleling and hiting all over the wals he manege to take me in to my room. he promptly call the nuerses to plug me back in to my medicine and all the necesary instruments. He look at me and say.."what a ride ah?" and told hem "Not bad but you gonna need a drivers license" (we bouth laught).
And he finalise with this words " What happend to you as never hapended before, so I gonna write an article about you in the most important medical journal magassine that travels around the world and this matter will be saving lifes in the future."

Apr 17, 2009

God works in a misterius way.(Chemoteraphy problems)

I can't even remember howmany days as already pass cince I came to this hospita to take my 2 weeks chemoterapy. unfurtunatly something whent wrong, the doctors discover an infection in my chest medi port (divice to inject medicaments inplanted inside my chest, under the skin). and for this reason the medic staff decide to remove it to fight the infection with antibiotics. Well to make the history short they did remove it just to find out that such instrument couse a blog cloaght 5 cm large. They tolme "This as never happened before it is the first time that we are seeing this) So they have to disolve the blod cloaght with blod thinners. The cloaght was to close to my heart that a operation coul be to risky, so the best way to take care of it will be atacking it with blod tiners. the litle problem with this is that the blod cloght can brake lose and travel to my heart or my lungs, so they must watch my develoments closely and they transfer me to the Intensive care room. So far I still dealing with antibiotics and blod tinners, the infectios is gone but the blod cloght I must deal with it for several weeks.
One young doctor told me " This has never happened before so i will made an article in a medical journal magassine, you gonna made me famous" Just great! it never happened before but it happen to me. But.. I never being to pesimist in my life even in this particular case i must say that, By this to happen it means that it could hapen again. so to avoid that it is good to know that doctors are getting prepared to deal with this kind of situation, maybe they will do things diferent from now on, and the problem I have could be saving lifes around the world. God works in a misterius way.